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rosenquartzМеченаЯ. That's the name of this song I'm really obsessed with atm (think it means "I'm Marked"). And I typed it in Russian cause I need keyboard practice. xD
BLARG. All last week I kept telling myself to pick a day of the week to blog and make this thing updated weekly, but somehow I never got around to doing that, so today I said fuck it, let's just do it.
I'm finally starting to get some exercise done. Yesterday I walked around the block and today I went to the gym with my friend Kiki. We did Zumba. Honestly, I've seen it before and thought it was lame as hell, and thought I'd look even lamer trying to do it. Well, it was actually pretty fun (but I did look pretty lame...I have no rhythm and bum-shaking skills to speak of!).
I'm still failing at this time-management thing, but I told myself to make a weekly schedule so I don't forget to do stuff. Let's see if that actually gets done. >.>
Kinda mad at myself, though. For reasons other than that I'm a rank-S procrastinator, that is. I've been in class, what, five weeks now? Almost six. And I think I'm crushing on this guy in one of my classes...I'm like fuuuuck cause I feel like I wouldn't have a snowball's chance in hell of having something more than friendship with him (provided I actually make up my mind about what I want - but I'm leaning pretty liberally towards wanting to try at relationships again), and that even if I did there might be certain things about him I won't compromise on. And he has the same first name as a guy I crushed on in middle school...that didn't go so well. OTL This, paired with my time management confusion and a death in the family I still don't know how to cope with, my mind is a fucking mess and so are my emotions. Most of the time I feel okay, but the mind wanders...
Curse this headache. And I've got homework.. Dx
BLARG. All last week I kept telling myself to pick a day of the week to blog and make this thing updated weekly, but somehow I never got around to doing that, so today I said fuck it, let's just do it.
I'm finally starting to get some exercise done. Yesterday I walked around the block and today I went to the gym with my friend Kiki. We did Zumba. Honestly, I've seen it before and thought it was lame as hell, and thought I'd look even lamer trying to do it. Well, it was actually pretty fun (but I did look pretty lame...I have no rhythm and bum-shaking skills to speak of!).
I'm still failing at this time-management thing, but I told myself to make a weekly schedule so I don't forget to do stuff. Let's see if that actually gets done. >.>
Kinda mad at myself, though. For reasons other than that I'm a rank-S procrastinator, that is. I've been in class, what, five weeks now? Almost six. And I think I'm crushing on this guy in one of my classes...I'm like fuuuuck cause I feel like I wouldn't have a snowball's chance in hell of having something more than friendship with him (provided I actually make up my mind about what I want - but I'm leaning pretty liberally towards wanting to try at relationships again), and that even if I did there might be certain things about him I won't compromise on. And he has the same first name as a guy I crushed on in middle school...that didn't go so well. OTL This, paired with my time management confusion and a death in the family I still don't know how to cope with, my mind is a fucking mess and so are my emotions. Most of the time I feel okay, but the mind wanders...
Curse this headache. And I've got homework.. Dx
